by annie » Fri Aug 27, 2010 2:37 pm
I too have the thing about not leaving the computer, I didn't have one for a few days this week and it was weird, I read more but I still felt ill so when I got my new (lovely) computer fixed up yesterday I really made up for lost time. I felt I needed to catch up with every site I ever look at...result...at first excitement then a big dip with tears and fears. When will I ever learn to be moderate? It's so very hard having such a restricted life that when I get some energy I just want to make the most of it and so often tread over the edge. I have been at this for nearly 18 years, I really should have learned more discipline. Problem is it gets so lonely and
this computer puts me in touch with others and the world.
I do meditate, not well, but regularly, I tap, but when I listen to the You Tube tapes or similar, I get so relaxed I end up like a rag doll and feel awful trying to come round. I saw a physiotherapist this week who said my muscles were all very relaxed so perhaps I don't need that step. Confusing.
So good to have this site. Hope everyone has a good weekend, wherever you are may you feel peace and contentment.