crmfghtr wrote:I am totally convinced my cause is viral. I had a perfect life, career, no illness trouble till I got a virus, literally overnight things changed. As I have stated before I can do biofeedback to point of lowering my heart rate and blood pressure to super low levels. I am getting a full paycheck to do nothing now. I have alleviated all stress, and I continue to decline in health. My ANA levels are off the dial(something consistent for people with lupus, but I dont have lupus) I constantly sweat, feel like I have a flu that never left. High or low stress seems to make little difference. Also if stress were a major factor how come none of the anti anxiety meds people have tried has done zippo for them? If stress were a cause these drugs should have at least alleviated some of the symptoms, in fact they make mine worse. I am fully convinced this is total physical or viral.
Stress can be the cause or trigger but once the arm is done your brain is messed up and you need to fix it.
It's like when you break your leg playing football. You can stop playing football so that it wont get worse but you still need to fix the leg with a cast and get time to heal it.
It think it's the same for CFS but it's something in the brain or central nervous system that is messed up.
When we say stress it's not just "stress" from work or anxiety. We mean putting the body under stress...
Pushing too far your body for too long, running on adrenaline (cortisol) for months and months (not from anxiety but from your lifestyle). Add to this bad eating habits, emotional stress (real stress that you talked about), bad sleeping etc... and you get CFS.
I have 2 hypothesis in your case and I may totally wrong:
- The virus that you got could be a stress trigger. Your body took such a tool and went under such state of alert and defense trying to cope with it that it provoked CFS.
- The other one is that there may actually be a virus linked to CFS. This virus could go unnoticed until something allows it to kick in and destroy you.
The reason I dont believe in a virus is that some people are able to heal on their own by slowly increasing activities, pacing etc... or other forms of treatments. If a virus is responsible for CFS then the fact that they can heal on their own by doing does not make any sens. I mean how did they get rid or this virus? just by pacing, meditating and eating organic? I dont believe in it.