What is possible for me now?
- mountainbiking on an average bpm of 143 (!) three times a week (without excessive time or energy to recover from it),
- working at least 50% and probably building this up to 100% within 6-12 months,
- moving from doing work that is just possible to work that is within range of skills/ education/ interest,
- having an engaging social and family life,
- being able to listen to music and play 30 mins guitar a day myself,
- not needing more than 7-8 hours sleep at night and no need for naps or sleep during the day,
- no more medication or supplements,
- driving the car from The Netherlands to France for a holiday (and not feeling like roadkill),
- got a dog (and am walking it a couple of times a day)
It's hard to say what really got me here. What really helped me was electro acupuncture to get rid of all the flu like symptoms and EFT to get in a better emotional/ mental shape. The ARP was the final click I needed - this gave me just the right perspective and state of body/mind to get on my way and - so I believe - create somewhat of an environment in which other 'stuff' could florish.
I feel for all of you that are looking for better days. I know what it feels like! Allthough this is my last post on this board, I am always available for questions. Please do EMAIL me as personal messages do not seem to get through.
Keep believing that things will get better!
Bye,
Marc

