Today I have soreness in my throat, a toxic taste in my mouth, and aches down the back of my neck. All of this could disappear tomorrow. But these are symptoms I know to be my version of CFS.
If I was to attempt aerobic exercise the repercussions would be severe.
Tomorrow I may feel great. Even might think the CFS has left. But the core irregularity, be it from the amygdala, or anywhere else is still there.
When I no longer experience uncomfortable symptoms, get penalized for normal exercise, alcohol consumption, or shifts in my routine, such as the time I go to sleep, I will know I am cured or near cured.
The fear part I can manage. I try not to base my assessments on my state of mind. The actual physical symptoms and limitations, I think are more objective indicators for me.
I've had this "illness" roughly 2.5 years, and was EXTREMELY fit before it struck, so I remember well the feeling of wellness.
When I start having to question whether I have CFS anymore, I'll know things are fundamentally changing.
And to test that hypothesis, I will run for 20 minutes on treadmill.
If I don't feel like a Mack truck hit me 3 days afterwards, I'll really know!

